one of those days

never underestimate the power of worship music.

i've been having one of those days... many people describe with a three letter word that i abhor, although trying to find an alternative is proving to be too much for my brain at this moment. so i too will succumb:

"meh."

ugh. i hate that word. just the worst.

i've been having a pretty steady feeling of apathy to most things today, an apathy i can't seem to shake. it's not always at the forefront of my thoughts, but especially when i'm alone it seems to overpower me.

but while i was working tonight i listened to starfield... for a good long time. honestly, the lyrics in good worship tunes really uplifted my spirit. walking back to dorm from work across the front lawn, i felt a lightness i hadn't felt all day.

feelings are annoying man. can't trust them, yet life would be so empty without them. can't wait for the pendelum to swing the other way. in the meantime, i have a pretty good cure.

plus it's gym night... and endorphins are allllllways good. =)

out.